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❤ Twenty ❤ Leo
❤ 21st August 1989 ❤ Mad Girl
❤ Full time slacker at home
❤ No Job N NO SCHOOLING TOO =D
Sweeties Online❤
❤ Dreams Come True
❤ Family always safe !
❤ Always Be with My Parents !
❤ A Job !
❤ The Scar on my face will completely dissapear !
❤ N series Nokia Phone ! # Nokia 5800 ❤ PlayStation 3 !
❤ Pink PSP ! ❤ Sony MP3 ! ❤ Sony Pink BlueTooth MP3 !
❤ Small CuteBerry From KathLeen ! #From Amanda aka Chou DaDa ❤ More New Branded Clothes !
❤ DKNY Pink Apple Delicious Perfume !
❤ New Nike Sport shoe !
❤ New Watch !(Must be Branded) #SEIKO!!! ❤ Nintendo DS Lite
❤ Iphone !
❤ New Computer !
❤ Ipod Touch ! ❤ Ipod NaNo !
❤ My own Lappy ! ❤ My own Digital camera!
❤ Learns how to apply make-up ! ❤ Going on a shopping spree! !
❤ More Pink Stuff !
❤ Hong Kong Trip with 1 whole family on March! # On 8th March 2008 ❤ Taiwan Trip Next Year !
❤ Travel-ing 1 whole World !
❤ A Trip To Singapore soon ! and meet all my maple Friends
❤ A Trusthworthy,Caring and Kind Boy Friend !
❤ Bright Future
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❤ Friday, October 23, 2009
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but why do my tears still roll down my cheek when everybody else is sweetly sleeping soundly in their cosy beds in the midnight? feeling alone, no one to pour my heart to...
well,i'm not acting pathetic i'm just really upset I just want get out from this FARKING PLACE ! U know i hate this place very much i donwant spend my time at the hospital since i sick,what to do... No one can cheer me up ,except Shirley she is free to accompany n share my problems
Just now...since my hp ran out of credit, I called Tim with my mum's hp to help me to reload my hp, i know this is crazy,finding Reload card at this late night well,i really need someone to talk to.... Called my maple jie,amanda but she never pick up,sigh.. is okay tried called shirley.. she picked up.... i cried non stop on the phone lazy to elaborate anymore
Ps note to my 3rd sis,Amanda:- if you're reading this please dont tell mum i donwant to show off my real feeling to her i cried secretly in the midnite thanks...hope u can keep it
Bee ❤ 3:10 AM
❤ Sunday, October 18, 2009
life?huh life? ❤
Life is funny like that, one minute u are happy the next u are not. How unstable, how fickle, how predictable. I hope I will be as busy as possible when school starts again. Still Long Way to go =.="
In life, everyday and every experience is unique, but nobody is happy all the time. Most of us go through life as much money and property as we can, more often afraid to open the door and answer pleas from people close to us, usually walking away from those in need. Turning a deaf ear to those who try to speak, n a blind eye to those who try to make us see. Have u ever thought to urself, what is actually the measure of life? When all is said and done, is it how long? Is it how much? Or is it who you meet along the way? Can u recall,when the happiest moment of ur life was?
If only I could know what was wrong.I waited helplessly, thinking & worrying about you because of a dead reply.But do you think that it was all so simple?Maybe just to you, we aren't talking like how we used to be.What I want is just a message/call.If the simplest thing you can't do it for me, I really don't know what is the toughest.And if this considers to be the toughest for you, don't bother reading into it.I care more about how you feel than what I think.But will you let me know?
Bee ❤ 12:06 AM
❤ Saturday, October 17, 2009
'Loves the heart that hurts you, Never hurts the hearts that loves you' ❤
I'm suppose to be on the bed now.. Yup,it's morning now... and yes..Im suppose to sleep..why? tired.. cos I slept at 5am yesterday and woke yup at 8am.. so damn tired but then.. mind full of things to think till I feel I need a break I know i need more rest,but I couldn't sleep The thing kept pop out on my mind.... I dont understand,why its end so sudden... Just now I cried very badly,kept make a crying baby noises non stop =.= I really want talk to him,but I'm afraid I'm really afraid,I dont know how to face him... I'm not really sad of that thing actually.. Since he dunwan to patch,I think I will let him go But its hard for me now, I really wish all things will back to previous 1 But,I still really want to be with him, I still like him as my close friend(really?)* I miss our jokes,dirty jokes and the happiness? huh? If we be normal friends,I think we will hardly to share a stupid lame jokes n very hard to share a stupid problem with each other Get what i mean? Someone said I had fallen to him...actually errr no?yes?no idea~! I love the things to stay well always? errr,I dunno how to say it Please give me 1 more chance, I promise I will cherish u more this time I will learn to understand you more I'm Sorry,I'm really sorry I know you will feel fed up with this but I really cant let you go just like that
Actually I'm sad of my health,just got back my report just now ITs started to like spread again,sigh... Yea Yea,its a bad news actually, this is what I'm worried of it Sorry,I dont want to mention it anymore.. Please dont ask me about this also... That's is why,whenever I saw a smoker,i will be like T_T help
I'm worry of my health too much, plus see-ing him keep emo like that yet he dont want share his problem with me somemore give me cool respone.. sure I will more sad n luan luan think Like,I will kept thinking izzit... am I annoying for him? am I fan for him? am I disturbing him always? Well... It's all over,I cant turn it back anymore I wish life is just like a U turn, whenever we went wrong way we still can turn back
January 2009
