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❤ Twenty ❤ Leo
❤ 21st August 1989 ❤ Mad Girl
❤ Full time slacker at home
❤ No Job N NO SCHOOLING TOO =D
Sweeties Online❤
❤ Dreams Come True
❤ Family always safe !
❤ Always Be with My Parents !
❤ A Job !
❤ The Scar on my face will completely dissapear !
❤ N series Nokia Phone ! # Nokia 5800 ❤ PlayStation 3 !
❤ Pink PSP ! ❤ Sony MP3 ! ❤ Sony Pink BlueTooth MP3 !
❤ Small CuteBerry From KathLeen ! #From Amanda aka Chou DaDa ❤ More New Branded Clothes !
❤ DKNY Pink Apple Delicious Perfume !
❤ New Nike Sport shoe !
❤ New Watch !(Must be Branded) #SEIKO!!! ❤ Nintendo DS Lite
❤ Iphone !
❤ New Computer !
❤ Ipod Touch ! ❤ Ipod NaNo !
❤ My own Lappy ! ❤ My own Digital camera!
❤ Learns how to apply make-up ! ❤ Going on a shopping spree! !
❤ More Pink Stuff !
❤ Hong Kong Trip with 1 whole family on March! # On 8th March 2008 ❤ Taiwan Trip Next Year !
❤ Travel-ing 1 whole World !
❤ A Trip To Singapore soon ! and meet all my maple Friends
❤ A Trusthworthy,Caring and Kind Boy Friend !
❤ Bright Future
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❤ Friday, July 31, 2009
YAWN~ ❤
Just feel like blogging now so .. let me write some boring stuffs alright? d; Got up near to 11 this morning and I know pretty late considering that I slept at 1 last night.. I set my alarm at 9.15am but before my alarm rang, I was awaken by another alarm clock... My neighbour's alarm clock.. Oh zzzz,Why is the wall so thin? Probably it is hollow though it seems to me it is made of bricks.. Last night when I was trying to sleep, the other neighbour played his songs so loud as if he is deaf or something When my alarm finally rang at 9.15am, I put it off and told myself to sleep for another 30 minutes but as usual that would never happen.. The next time I glanced at the time it was already 11am! )':::: Alright I better get ready for class. Lecture at 2pm and have not printed my notes!
Bee ❤ 12:00 PM
❤ Wednesday, July 29, 2009
generation gaps ❤
I fell sick again.cough,flu and fever.H1N1?maybe =/ no! and i was reading some of my juniors' blog and i realized i'm old!! generation gaps do exist! *gasps* what's with all the spelling..... eg. muvee, paz, acc, biosexual, mie, sorie... gosh! it doesnt even make sense anymore... i have to read a few times sometimes before i get them... i know my eng is not perfect but mie and me??? i thought all those weird spelling is for convenience sake! you know when the words are too long, you shorten it.. you dont "lengthen" the words to sound cute... cuz its not... i'm old i'm old... and all of them are with boyfriends!! seriously! 16 years old talking about i love you forever.... and happy xx anniversary.. now, i really feel old... because when i'm 16 and my friends had boyfriends, it felt really normal.. now, i just wanna click my tongue and shake my head...
and people that i hate last time.... well, i still hate them now.. so i guess some things never change...
on a lighter note, one down four to go and den its penang baby!!!
"life goes on even without you noticing"
Bee ❤ 1:29 PM
❤ Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Rest In peace aunt ❤
Was busy with my assignments,and I was told by my parents 2 days ago about My aunt,my father's sister or Ying Hua's Mum, suddenly fainted at home,then couldn't wake up in 2 days. Then passed away at 5 pm just now. I couldn't believe she is gone just like that. Maybe coz the sick from her breast cancer last time. haiz,i have no mood to write anything now overoall,we should apreciate the people around us especially our parents,family and friends.
Rest In peace <3 my beloved auntie.
Bee ❤ 11:46 PM
❤ Saturday, July 18, 2009
What am i doing? ❤
Just when i wanted to pat myself in the back for doing great I caught myself doing something that is so not parallel with doing great ,old habit dies hard i guess I am supposed to hav recover from it. but why is my heart telling me otherwise? Its playin with me, toying with my thoughts,making me lose focus givin me this weird feeling inside my heart, its like it has been there all along ,never gone,never got rid of it,just hidden. it amazes me how our mind works and it scares me at the same time Because when the mind and heart walks hand in hand. it almost seem uncontrollable.
At least I know there will be one thing in this world that can cheer me up when everythin else fail
p.s my blog use to be a place where i can express myself freely but thats not the case anymore. I find myself staring at the screen,typing and deleting and again and again.
BLa Bla Back Shit,many many moos Yes sir Yes Sir tree beg fools. I still miss the old one.HIM !! HIM !!!! HE?
Bee ❤ 1:42 AM
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recently.. im really tired of facing all the stuff that happening on me.. really wish to have someone to be there for me.. someone i can rely on.. someone that i can share all my problems.. someone to gimme a shoulder to cry on.. and make me smile again... someone that knows how fragile m i..though i always pretend to be tough..
gosh..im really wish to have someone here to depend on.. it doesnt mean i wanna dependent... im just exhausted and really need a break..
and... The big exam is over 2 months ago. I doubt I will pass. But I really hope a pass at least 2 or 1 Subjects. I need to go in ACCA or Degree ! Thinking about this... I started to worried about my future If i failed my Exam, i think i will retake it on November for the time,i think i will go find a part time job or whatever job to gain experience and learn some new things coz i never go out work before =.= SIgh, it's been 2 years... Exactly 2 years.. When my life reach the turning point. I can safely say that I am a different person now... No doubt I became very negative... No doubt I hated my life. No doubt I feel empty. I became very... emotional.... To the extent that I emo nearly every night before I hit the sack. I know I should be glad of my life.. coz I have a nice parents which they sayang me very much they will try their best to get everything that I wished for but I dont know how to appreciate them I feel myself r so useless
Okay, I was talking to Li Ting and were whining that we're going to turn 20, after our birthday 20. No more teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeens. No longer a teenager. More responsibilities. It's so not fun growing up. Now I understand why people do not want to grow up. I don't wanna grow up anymore. It's totally emotional drainer for me. Yea, I am not a happy person generally. OK fine I was. But I still like to make people laugh! really?=.= I live in a shade of grey. Dark grey. I really need to get myself out before I got sucked into black. That should be all for now. I need my precious sleep desperately
January 2009
